Monday, December 20, 2004
im feeling so stressed up. the whole world is going against me. it's like WTF MAN. they wan me to retake my N's and do my O's. ppl at home saying this, ppl at church are still saying this. it's my life.. y do i have to care wad ppl think? y do i have to go against myself? i'll rather go straight to do O's privately. i'm gonna pia my life studying. even if i fail, at least i tried. forget it.. frustrations, mood swings, fucked up attitude - one after another are coming up. sorry dear.. i'm so guilty. u'll have to face a bitter gourd for the nxt few days.
town was soooooo packed. literally packed!! i didnt even have the space to walk (maybe i was too fat) and the air to breathe. but it's soooo happening. parade, carollings, sales and shopping. dear and i walked almost the whole of orchard.
my uncle got admitted to hospital due to heart attack. but thank god. he went for the op and god was with him all along. he's fine!! yay..!! really have to praise god for all the living testimonies and miracles he's done to my family. he's just so awesome.
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